OKAYYYYY. nothing much to do at home mainly because nobody's around but me and my doggie :D anywayy, the reason is cause my grannie went to the hospital with and the ambulance came and everything. cool x) okayyy whateverr. anyhoos, my sister went for tution, mommy's i have no clue where, daddy's not in singapore and there's no food on the table. not like i'm poor or anything, it's just that since my maid's at the hospital, SHE COULDN'T COOK. yah?! so i'm hungry, and the only programme i'm allowed to watch now is SI, that's because my mom watches that too. oh yah and PROJECT RUNWAY. i'm feeling like my grannies gonna go off soon. that day when everyone was upstairs, gonna sleep, i went downstairs to grab midnight snack -guilty luh :D okayy, so i passed her room, then she was (in mandarin)
grandma:Miao En! can you pour coffee for them?
and so i looked around -waves frantically :/ LIKE HELLO! there's no one around.... then i said
me: Who are they?
grandma: You cannot see them ah? they're sitting in the living room!!
me: oh, okay
then for a second i thought random thoughts- I can't pour coffee, i can't even make coffee. i mean, i've never ever thought of learning how to.....
back to reality JULIA

then there was another time that she told me, there was a woman with a dagger standing next to her right then, while i was talking to her. i was so freaked cause there seriously was no one standing there. unless i have an eye problem luh. but that's not the point?! the point is that she's hallucinating.
reasons:
- The amt. of Morphine she's taking causes her to hallucinate
- She's drifting away form reality, in between heaven and earth
- She sees things that are real

AAAHHHH i'm so scared. ggrrrrrr. ok gtg, buh bye dudettes ((:

♥JULES